Lonely in a Crowd

Through all those years of pain and sorrow
Every moment a testimony of my thorny existence
Never did my bleeding heart make a sound
I guess that is why I feel loneliest in a crowd

Deception was his favourite pastime
Betrayal, the dagger in his cloak
Plunged deep into the small of my back
All it gave my dead emotions was a blood soak

Friends enjoyed the drama, society the show
As our relation rotted with time and tide
Not a soul offered a hand or a hug
All the social voyeurs saw it end blow by blow

The fear of death engulfs me such
I have nowhere to run or hide
Redemption is not a choice much
Just want a reassurance by my side

Once the life of every social meet
Now I sink into an obscure corner
Today I’m struggling to find my feet
And the air of unsureness takes me further

Through all those years of pain and sorrow
Every moment a testimony of my thorny existence
Never did my bleeding heart make a sound
I guess that is why I feel loneliest in a crowd

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